“Starting Over” is La Toya Jackson’s new book. In it, you can read more about what her opinions, thoughts and feelings were about her brother, Michael Jackson’s death. She admits that when she heard the news about the pop idol’s death, the first question that came into her mind was “who killed Michael?”

Associated Press announces that La Toya’s book is scheduled to be launched next week. It’s been two years since her brother and “King” Michael Jackson has died from an overdose of sedatives. His doctor, Conrad Murray, the one who prescribed the medication for him, was accused of involuntary manslaughter, to which he pleaded non guilty. The trial is to start in September.

In her book, Michael’s older sister remembers that he often said that he would be someday killed for his success and for his estate. She also says that there were a lot of things that she learned about Michael’s physical and psychological state in his last days, from his children. His daughter, Paris, said that “Daddy was always cold” and that “he would always cry.”

When confronting dr. Conrad Murray to find more about what happened with her brother,, just a few hours after he was pronounced dead, the doctor only gave him evasive answers and excuses.

In the book, she also mentions that suspiciously, Michael’s bedroom was “torn to pieces”, with al the furniture turned upside down and items scattered about, which included notes that she thinks that were written by him indicating that he wanted his father’s help to take “these people out of my life” and that he “only agreed to 10 shows.” His last tour initially consisted in 10 concerts, but after the tickets were all sold out, 40 more concerts were added to the tour.

After reading her book on Michael’s final days, fans have another one to wait for. Michael’s brother Jermaine Jackson will launch a book of his own coming up in September. He will share the story of the Jackson family from a new perspective.